Slim3 Adrienn 30 days later...
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Day 30
With Adrienn, a strange situation arose: mentally, she is by far the strongest among the slim girls, and also the weakest. Strong, because I haven't really seen a bigger fighter than her when it comes to fighting for her goals, yet she is so incredibly full of complexes that it's something truly astonishing. Regarding Adrienn, from the very beginning, I haven't been able to decide if she genuinely has such a distorted self-image and lack of self-confidence, or if she's just pulling the well-known female move, which is to act overly dramatic to get as much affirmation from her environment as possible about what is already obvious. I know a girl, a true career-driven woman, whose boyfriend moved to Beijing a few months ago because he got some architect job there, leaving the girl at home, thus opening the long-distance relationship chapter in their lives. We're talking about a damn good woman, it's worth clarifying that, but she's the real princess type for whom guys would do anything. This girl is incidentally Petra's friend, and when I met her, her boyfriend had already been working for 4 months in the land of 9-centimeter dicks. Since the kid is damn rich, the girl is in love with her boyfriend, so she doesn't cheat on him, and she rejects all advances, thus creating a state where she receives no validation of her femininity, no affirmation of her sexual power, and besides, she hasn't had sex for 5 months. Well, at this party, I found her in this state, and we started a longer conversation, during which the classic female chess game began, which that evening looked like her opening up to me while continuously stating that she wasn't a good-looking woman and didn't believe I found her attractive. I wanted to sleep with her, so obviously, I told her everything she wanted to hear, and she wanted to hear it, so the supply-demand conversation worked out perfectly...
Edina: But Tomi, I'm not a good-looking woman, don't tell me I am, I know I'm not.
Me: Listen, you're crazy, you're the best-looking woman here, in most places you're the best-looking woman and you know it too.
The latest chapter in the male-female flirtation proceeded in this vein, while we got closer and closer. We were caught up in that incredibly good feeling when the guy dominates and the woman yields and also makes herself desirable. She kept measuring herself against me, I held her waist, and here came the classic chest stroking, and when we were only 2 seconds away from me kissing her, she slammed on the brakes and thanked me for the conversation. Like watching porn and the power goes out... A few minutes later, of course, it dawned on me that the little bitch only needed me to replenish her feminine vanity's energy reserves. She wanted to hear the words I would have said to her anyway, and she wanted to feel what only a man can give her, to feel that she is a woman and someone desperately wants to sleep with her. In the emotional desert without a boyfriend, I was the rain-bringing dickhead, and at that moment, she exclusively needed that. Adrienn, of course, plays the same game with me, but not in this sense; she doesn't want to be emotionally charged, but rather seeks the right words for her complexes to build her self-confidence. Of course, I am also aware that all three slim girls, in one way or another, use the program and me along with it. I'm bringing back Erika's youth and her faith in her femininity, and she would do anything for that feeling. The program strengthens Vivien mentally, which she greatly needed and will greatly benefit from in the future, while Adrienn is clearly getting rid of her incredibly strong complexes. For them, I and the program are just a tool, but there's absolutely no problem with that, because that's what we're here for. Life is a complex system of relationships based on interests, where we do nothing just for the sake of it, only if we can profit from it.
The slim girls get a new life from the program, for which they fight day by day, and their reward will not be missed. What they do, they do solely for themselves. Not for me, not for the blog, and not for you. Their success is not your success, no matter how much you identify with them. Vivien, Erika, and Adrienn are born above the plate and after the miles run. You won't become prettier or better just by reading about them, liking them, and feeling that their success is yours too, because you have absolutely nothing to do with it. If you don't work for change, you'll remain as pathetic as you were before, and the only change will be that you read one more blog during working hours.
Adrienn's progress, by the way, is the most dynamic among the 3 slim girls. 36 days after the physical assessment, she ran 11.9 km, compared to the initial 1.1 km. Erika managed to run 300 meters on day -5 within an intensive lung-seeking session, while on day 28, she covered 5.7 km without stopping, and of course, let's not forget Vivien, who at our first meeting wanted to vomit after 400 meters, while a week ago at the RunTilt, she ran 5.3 km without stopping. After all this, I would like to ask a question: Does anyone really think that these achievements were due to the program? The program is only one part of it, but for the larger part, the slim girls owe it exclusively to their ability to believe in themselves that they are capable of much, much more than they ever thought possible.
Everything is decided in the mind, and everything perishes there. This is just how the world is, and Lifetilt is no exception, the only difference here is that everything is decided in the mind. The Lifetilt program, just like life itself, is only difficult if you are mentally weak for it. If you are a weak-willed nobody in life, you will also fail with the program, and remember that when you are about to give up, but for those who have as much talent for life as they have perseverance for the program, I sincerely wish that food gets stuck in their throats...
Adri, as I told you on the phone, you're damn good, incidentally, the slim girls lost a total of 19.3 kg in 30 days...
Adrienn
Another update again... OMG, the days are flying by... CHRISTMAS is coming soon!! :)
Phew, where do I even begin? First, I'd like to describe the diet, specifically the changes that have occurred in recent days. I'm strictly adhering to the diet, maybe even too strictly?! I started 30 days ago, and by now, I'm starting to get quite tired of my beloved chicken, and I won't even mention fish. But I think if this is all the "suffering" I have to go through, I'd live on chicken every day. :) Strangely, I thought at the beginning there would be days when I'd crave more and more delicious foods mentally, but I realized I was wrong. I've only recently started this habit, and oh, it's not easy to resist. Of course, I'm holding myself back, I won't give in to such small temptations! Because let's face it, anyone could do it, because no one will find out... But YOU will still know, and the thought that you messed up so badly and can't undo it can be quite draining. Or at least, that's how I would experience it. I've already gotten to know my reactions to my actions so well.
Besides the diet, I'm also taking my supplements regularly. (Okay, I admit I missed a few times.) In the previous post, people commented that it would be good to read about the experiences in more detail. For me, only the Ultra A-Z vitamin has a slightly unpleasant taste when taken, but it's bearable. The others are in capsule form, whitish in color, nothing special. I must note, however, that my cellulite shown in the pictures is disappearing more and more, which I attribute to Pyruvat and CLA. Lastly, I want to talk about protein. I love it, I got it in chocolate flavor. After the first drink, it was difficult for me, and I felt sick from it. But I got used to it the next time, I have no problems with it. :)
We've started gym workouts now too. Phew, I leave with shaky legs by the end, but I can only be happy about that because it means they're useful. It took two sessions to memorize the plan, but I know it now. I still need to refine the execution of the exercises a bit, sometimes I don't do them correctly enough, which I know because I can easily handle them... well, yes, I'm not at that level yet. I'm starting to enjoy running more and more, I wouldn't have thought so. I'm going for longer distances, and I feel like I'm able to handle them better. Now I've not only run with Bence but also with Zsuzsa, whom I met during the program. I have to say that on my last run together, we went and I BROKE my record: 10.9 km in 1:14 minutes. It wasn't easy, but I did it, and I can't wait to run more and more. While I'm at it, I'd like to thank them for coming to run with me and helping me get through it. THANK YOU!! :)
Overall, I'm enjoying the diet and the workouts. As a result, I'm more balanced. Although there's a small disturbing factor, which is myself. I'm struggling with this; I'm simply often dissatisfied with myself. Then the question comes up, what do I expect from myself? I have no idea, I just feel that what I'm doing isn't enough. I'm REALLY trying to overcome it!! I'm trying to accept myself for who I am, because I'll never be reed-thin with long legs. I know the facts, I just don't want to accept them. But I think this is already a small step forward, and maybe during the program I'll truly learn to love myself. Of course, it's only up to me whether I change this. I feel that now is the time, and YES, I WILL TRY EVERYTHING TO ACHIEVE IT! :)
