Slim3 Mom 60 days later...
It would be pointless to write anything, as the pictures are so striking, not to mention it's 7 AM and I just got home from poker. However, even with 10% brain capacity, I must say that I am proud of Erika, because she has become an example to follow for all mothers who have neglected themselves because of their children, put aside their femininity, or lost it a long time ago. Erika finishes in 10 days, and in that post, I plan to write a more detailed thought process about women, sexuality, motherhood, the sexual life doomed in marriage, and all related topics...
Erika
2012.01.03. TODAY! new day, new week, new month and NEW YEAR. At times like this, I always start fresh and I think this year will be different, and I do believe, THIS YEAR WILL BE DIFFERENT!!!! Not much has happened to me in the last 15 days, it passed quickly, there were three days of Christmas in between, when I indulged in half a tray of pastries!! /I was worse than a little kid let loose in a candy store/ 😊 This was one of those days, I gained about 0.8 kg during those holiday days, which was gone the next day thanks to the diet.
I weigh 62.1 kg, slowly but surely going down, an average of 10 dkg/day. I have 10 more days left on my Life Tilt program, I would like to reach 60 kg by the end.... I have grown to like all the components of my diet, but spinach is just a "gets-down-the-throat" category (I've never eaten so much in my life, I've even stocked up on it, about 10 more packs are waiting in the freezer to be taken out).
When I started, I was 74.5 and saw a different person in the mirror, then at 67 kg on my 15th day, you can see me straightening up, and yes, I was really proud that I was running, that I was doing it, and those who would have started with me dropped out, but I still saw myself thinner in the mirror.
Then came my emotional crisis and I hit rock bottom, and finally saw the WOMAN I am in the mirror, with all my flaws. Then I just took the photos for the 30th and 45th days, I just took them and sent them, here on the 45th day at 63 kg, but I didn't fully grasp it, of course I wrote about it in my experience report, but it didn't really sink in, and I just kept going and doing it, I didn't think. The fitness test went well, I ran it, I did it, I held on, all my muscles were shaking, but I held it and the daily compliment: "– you have a waist now." – when Tamás asked :D Then Christmas came, and I saw that my thighs had gotten thinner in a windowpane and I became happy, it was at that moment that it dawned on me that yes, I'm starting to get good...
About the centimeters............ everywhere it's slowly going down, shaping up, thinning, and now it's good!!
I look in the mirror and I see myself, I see me! This is what I wanted when I started the program. Tamás, thank you for choosing me, and I hope I was able to thank you by, on the last day of the year, stepping over my limits and boundaries, fighting the darkness and a bit of the cold, with an incredible amount of swirling emotions inside me, a crying fit that broke out while running, the fluctuation of my emotions or my hormones, I still don't know, but I ran it all out and...... 10 km!!!! Exactly 10.46 km in 1 hour and 17 minutes, and here it's not the time, but the distance that matters, because I did it! I AM PROUD OF MYSELF!! I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR Rich in Experiences and Successes!
Slim Erika /I feel I have become worthy of my name/
