Slim3 Reni Day 50 -12.7kg (significant change)
Three weeks ago, Reni seemed to be undoubtedly the biggest failure in the history of the Lifetilt blog, and for me, the biggest mistake was choosing her among the Slims. Then Reni received an ultimatum and a conversation in which I wanted to confront her with herself and with the fact that I don't need such people, but most importantly, I don't need her. I told her that if she didn't pull herself together now, within these boundaries, she probably never would, and failing at life at 19 sounds pretty strong. That was the past, and everyone knows the end of the story by now. Day after day, I see rebirths from women whom you don't see because I deal with them in my private life. Rebirths that make my jaw drop, thinking that no one else sees this, and therefore no one else draws strength from these everyday success stories. Reni's transformation is now such a process, and it's a huge deal because this story, her story, is documented, authentic, and I have to disappoint everyone, but the script for Reni's past 50 days is not written by me, but by life.
What you see now through Reni, along with her derailment, is a very good thing. What you see here is the death of a girl struggling with complexes, lacking self-confidence, introverted, and at times quite antisocial, and the birth of a more balanced, confident girl, which is solely due to the program and her character development experienced within it, obviously in addition to the complete transformation of her appearance. A -53 cm weight loss in 50 days, which is almost as much as a black man's penis, just to illustrate the proportions. Reni is transforming from the blog's biggest failure into its biggest success story and one of the most spectacular, if not the most spectacular, transformations, which is all the more impactful because she is competing with predecessors like Petra, Laura, or any girl from the first season of Slim....
However, before I award Reni the Officer's Cross of the Republic of Hungary, I say let's wait until the end of the program, because there are still 40 days left, and what I've learned in life is that people who are capable of producing great swings and spectacular resurrections are capable of crashing and screwing up everything around them with the same intensity as they spectacularly built it up. Believe me, I know this type of person. I see it in the mirror every day for 28 years, and I know very well how this kind of person works, so I say, let's wait with the drunken celebration until the end, and if this process and this momentum lasts with Reni until the end, I will be the first person to stand before her and say to her: "Damn girl, that was very beautiful, and never forget it, I am proud of you." But until then, I can only say what I said to Reni in the park, during that conversation after that certain video .
"Nobody gives a damn about what anyone achieves in partial distances, nobody cares that you were excellent in the first 2 years of high school if you don't make it to graduation, and believe me, you won't thank the doctor if your surgery is only half successful, so don't settle for partial successes, because partial successes without the whole are the life's work of a failed person, a collection of cosmetic failures, nothing more..."
Reni
It's incredible that I'm already writing the 50-day post. It flew by so fast that you couldn't even notice. Of course, the pounds and centimeters always showed the passage of time. Looking back, this program doesn't seem difficult at all. There were bad moments, but all of them were overshadowed by the many good things I received and could give. :)
I get a lot of positive feedback, which I'm very happy about. I'm eyeing clothes that I didn't even look at before. I'm dressing more lightly, which wasn't true before. I used to try to wear as many layers of clothes as possible so that nothing would show by chance. I know that I'm still far from my goal and my figure isn't perfect yet, but I've even tried on leggings :) I wouldn't say it was an amazing feeling to put them on, but it revealed what I've achieved so far. And that's inspiring for me... :)
I felt terrible because of the lack of the 30-day post and the things associated with it. I completely deserved what I got. But despite the many negativities, all I could think about was that I had to do it. I had to get back on my feet and not deal with the things that led to making that mistake. Since then, everything has settled within me, I don't run away from any potential problems. I should have done the same then... I continued the program with renewed strength and perseverance, which I hope is visible.
I think I need to put in even more effort because what I see still doesn't please me. Of course, I'm happy with what I've achieved so far, but it's still nowhere near what I want.
I still have 40 days to prove to you what I can do, and of course, to myself. Although I don't see the end as going back to normal, as I want to continue until I myself believe that I am a good-looking woman! The best part of the fight is still ahead of me, but then I can only count on myself. It will work!! :)
