Slim3 Reni End -17.1kg

Reni 

70 days have passed, the finish line is slowly appearing before me. Mixed emotions are swirling within me, as on one hand I look forward to the end, but I feel the remaining time is too short to achieve my dream. Nevertheless, I will push hard because I want to achieve the best possible result at the end of the program. I know that a lot of work lies ahead and it won't be easy.But I think I've overcome the hardest part, I've gained enough experience to continue this on my own over time.In the remaining time, I want to start going to the gym, as running no longer yields the same results as it did at the beginning.Despite this, I won't stop; I've grown to love it, and it has become part of my daily routine. I hope that gym training will bring the desired results.

The outside world... change... opinions...

All my clothes are loose, even my jeans are sliding down. But there's a good side to it too, since I'm now the same weight as my mom, I can steal her clothes. :D She's not thrilled, but I don't want to buy new clothes yet. I was only looking at tops. :) But I know that instead of my usual size 46 pants, I can easily fit into a size 42, and it's even a bit loose. :) The change is noticeable and visible, but I still don't perceive myself as I should. Whenever I go out and bump into acquaintances, they always comment that I should stop and not lose any more weight. I don't understand these reactions, as I still have quite a bit to lose. For me, the change is not noticeable, it's even possible that I feel worse than before the program. I think this is because despite all the changes, I'm not at peace and satisfied with myself. Of course, I receive positive comments from family members and relatives I haven't seen in a long time, but it doesn't excite me as much anymore. I feel like there's nothing to praise me for... 

I know I'll get flak for being emotional and dramatic again.. :D But at least I can handle it now :) I hope I can successfully see through the remaining time so that I too can be proud of myself. I'm sorry this turned out so negative, but this is how I feel. Chin up.. Kisses